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Glow (in progress) and Art Thoughts

Glow (painting in progress)

Watercolor on 7×11″ Arches paper

In did this in preparation for a painting demonstration in my watercolor class tomorrow. Even though it’s not finished, I thought it was pretty just as is and decided to post it.

Thoughts and questions about art kept me awake all night last night after yesterday’s evening trip to the California Watercolor Association annual national show and the SF Museum of Modern Art so I thought I’d share some of them here.

First a quote I heard on NPR this morning:

“I think balance is overrated. Creativity comes from excess.”
Annette Benning, said this when asked about finding balance between being a mom of four and an actor. I think this is a fascinating statement, though I’m annoyed since it would never be asked of an actor/father.

As I mentioned in yesterday’s post, the CWA show was a disappointment to my painting group and me. We had submitted slides to the show but didn’t get in, assuming it was partly because the juror’s style and preferences weren’t a good match for our work AND that he had to pick 90 pieces out of 600 slides. A few were stunners, but we thought many seemed mediocre, unfinished, or amateurish. After several weeks on display in a great location, only two of the 89 pieces had sold, and both, though watermedia, looked more like oil paintings. (I hope this doesn’t sound like sour grapes — we really wanted the inspiration of seeing some great work.)

Then we went to SFMOMA and Sharon raised an interesting question while we were looking at some of the early works of Matisse and other early modern artists — “Would we have thought these were bad paintings too, if they were hanging in the CWA show?” I know the art world certainly thought so at the time Matisse and his colleagues were painting, but they were struggling and sacrificing greatly to break through to a whole new world of artistic expression.

In looking at the Picasso, Frida Kahlo, Willem de Kooning, Georgia O’Keefe, Jackson Pollock, and Mark Rothko paintings (in two adjoining rooms), I thought about how each of them created a new and unique way of expressing their vision. Is that what “real art” is — work that creates a new view or means of expressing one? Does it have to be new to be good? What about work that is beautiful, but doesn’t express a unique view or style? Is that art? Can there possibly be anything new after everything that’s already been created?

When we were walking back to BART in the dark, I noticed a brightly lit window on the second floor of the University Extension building where a roomful of art students were diligently painting at their easels. For a moment I felt overwhelmed — so much good art already exists…so many people striving to make art…and for a moment I thought, “Why bother….it’s all been done before, by people way more talented than me…”

And then I immediately knew the answer! Because it’s the joy in making art that matters, whether it’s good art, bad art, real art, or not art at all. It’s the process, not the product…the seeing, the investigating, the learning, the pleasure of color and line and design.

I’m guessing that was true for those artists whose work hangs in museums, many of whom were never appreciated while they were alive. They painted, drew, sculpted because they had to. They painted because balance didn’t matter to them, just their inner drive to create and express what they had to say.

And there is still the possibility of new voices and styles…I see them every day just on the artblogs I visit. Each person has their own recognizable style, their own way of seeing the world and it shines through their work.

26 replies on “Glow (in progress) and Art Thoughts”

I must admit, I have to question everything including the notion that process is all. After all, these artists had a purpose in the process – to show and sell their work, as well as to push the bounderies. So I don’t think it is ALL about process, otherwise they wouldn’t finish anything, but yes, the process is something every artist feels inside, a compulsion that overrides the need to produce a finished product (if that makes sense).

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I’m clearly on the side of “for the joy” that i derive though I do love to have an audience for the results and would like to eventually make enough money of it to support the habit 😀

And you’re right this piece looks beautiful at this stage.

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YES YES YES!!! Your thoughts about art are RIGHT ON! And so true, Jana! This piece REALLY DOES GLOW – not simply from the paint, but more from the expression and feeling that MADE those lines, added that color, and FELT those feelings as it was created! And afterall, mia cara, that IS the art we seek ….

BIG HUGS!

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Jana, what a lovley peice you wrote hear. I surly not an art person who knows all the things about art. You see art has come to me in later years of my life (althogh I’d always wanted to do it) and I truly have along way to go since Im teaching my self. Little thing like the Annette B words were wonderful thinking words cause I struggle every day with good and bad and sometimes like now where I cant even belive I did anything for 12 months now caquse I cant draw things ? Why I cant answer but coming hear and reading and seeing your way I keep on going.
Linda

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I too occasionally go through these feeling of “why bother” but come to the same place you do in the end. Creating is joyous work ( if I can manage to really quiet the judgmental inner critic) Lately, I’m feeling that I really “should” settle into one media and stick to it. But this feels very unatural to me. So, I’m going with the flow.
Your work is really beautiful and I’m glad you posted this one in its early stage. Tender dawn feeling.

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Gosh Jana, i just started writing you a novel about the questions you raised in your post. They are haunting. I tend to stick to something rather manageable when faced with “why bother”: i try to find the balance between skill (too much skill and it’s not art anymore, it’s technique) and creativity (creativity without some form of skill is bull***). I think that’s where i find peace… and usually, beauty.

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Third comment (sorry) because now i totally omitted to tell you how stunning i thought this early GLOW was. Can’t wait to see what becomes of it. Or not — because it’s also really neat as is!

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Just a lovely piece, Jana! don’t you just HATE that male actors aren’t asked how they balance work and fatherhood? it’s SO irritating…as if it’s just assumed that the “IMPORTANT” work for them would take precedence, and in our culture, raising children isn’t given the importance it deserves…

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I love the glow piece. It’s beautiful. I think your watercolour technique is great.

As for what is good art? We (me, husband, baby, friend) went to see a Picasso exhibition a few months back. We were disappointed. We only liked a few of the pieces (even the baby – she likes colourful pictures and it was a very grey exhibition).

To me, good art (good writing, good painting, good plays etc) is when
(a) art shows you an amazing and different way of looking at things; or
(b) art tugs at your heartstrings and makes you think “yes! that’s how it is! that’s the essence of it!”

I’m not a big fan of “art” like putting a dead cow in formaldehyde (Damian Hirst). Doesn’t seem to me that this exhibits much skill, and although it might be a different way of looking at things, it doesn’t seem to have any real message.

In terms of why I do art myself? I just do it because I really enjoy it, and I find I’m much happier if I do at least one drawing a week. I’m not trained beyond doing art at high school, so I don’t know that I have any particular “talent” or “skill”. But I love creating and seeing how things turn out (often quite different to my original idea). I also like to experiment with different mediums.

It doesn’t matter to me whether an art critic would like what I do. Actually, I think they wouldn’t like my drawings; they’re not “different” enough (not enough of the cow in formaldehyde factor!). But I do love it when other normal people appreciate what I do or can see what I was trying to achieve – which is why an art blog is such a great thing!

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Jana I am not so sure about your glow, I would like to see it finished.
Your comments on art are the ones I think that have been around probably since the first cave man painted. I think in the end some people just have to paint, some come late and some will never be all that good but enjoy what they are doing, also great art means different things to different people, I certainly love some and really cant be bothered with others. Isnt that what the whole human race is about? Differences.

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I am happy in reading your sentences.
Though it took time.
Because the time translated to Japanese is necessary.
I agree to your opinion.
I think that knowing about what artists who exist in modern coetaneous think is very interesting.

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Well I guess better late than never. first love the start of your watercolor and looking forward to seeing the finished piece. As for your thoughts I create because I want to and enjoy it. I also enjoy other works of art and how different everyone sees things. I also believe there is enough work for everyone. this includes works of art. If you tap into the power source whatever your beliefs the well will never be empty or full. there is room for more art.

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Thank you everyone for the terrific comments. Your remarks have been very helpful to me and I really appreciate the wisdom you have shared. I especially appreciated Toni’s “there is enough…for everyone”–I so often forget that this is an abundant universe! It was good hearing that others to get that “why bother” feeling sometimes too, and that the definition of what is art will always be subjective.

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One of the best things about home education was that the children could be ‘unbalanced’ ie passionate about whatever and devote many hours to developing real skills, a depth of knowledge and a belief in their own ability to learn and achieve.Over the years they did achieve a reasonable balance of skills and experiences but at any given time, they often appeared obsessed. Balance is right for some but society, and especially art and science, lose if everyone is squeezed into a balanced shape.

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I love your unfinished painting and your thoughtful comments. I disagree with Ms. Benning. A hangover comes from excess; creativity comes from obsession. And life, I’ve found, is finding a balance between obsession and responsibility.

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hi jan, i really enjoyed your writing. so many people responded, its an important subject, isn’t it. its also so personal. thanks for doing this blog thing and letting all of us out there in the world see your art work and writings. i looked at some of the other bloggers artwork: there are some amazing artists. xoxo, m

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Hey Jana — I really enjoyed reading your thought provoking writing here. I frequently find myself faced with the “why bother — somebody’s already painted this and better than I ever could …” situation (that’s the words that go through my head.) Then I remind myself that sure, tons of people have painted (for example) irises, but no one has painted THIS PARTICULAR one. That usually gets me over the hump! 😀 I love the comment above about there being abundance enough in the universe for all of us … another good point to remember.
Thanks for sharing your thoughts.

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